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Madisson Hausburg ismourning the deathof her son Elliot Angel Soto on his projected due date.
On Saturday, the 27-year-oldSiesta Keystar marked the day her son was set to come home after he wasstillborn at 37 weekswith an emotional tribute on Instagram.
“Instead, today marks 3 weeks since I gave birth to my sleeping little Angel,” Hausburg added. “Three weeks since I last held him in my arms and kissed his perfect precious cheeks.”
She added, “I feel so broken and lost without my son. They say ‘grief is just love with no place to go.’ I feel that so deeply right now.”
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Hausburg and husbandIsh Sotofirst announced that they wereexpecting a childon New Year’s Day to PEOPLE in August, two months before they got married.
On Dec. 21, Hausburg announced onInstagramthat she delivered Elliot stillborn on Dec. 12 alongside a photo of a special memory box honoring the child.
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On Saturday, Hausburg thanked everyone that reached out and offered their condolences during the difficult time. “You have no idea how much it means to us and helps us feel less alone. I am learning more and more about stillbirth, miscarriage, and infant loss.”
“It breaks my heart that so many people go through this nightmare and can relate to this pain,” she added. “I sincerely hope everyone has a beautiful New Year and 2022 brings new joy and new hope. Please keep our little Elliot in your thoughts and prayers 👼.”
She also noted that the tattoo in the photo is “my first and only,” allowing her “to forever carry you in my arms.”
source: people.com
